I am not being the best version of myself right now.
@drq But do you really have to
@lnkr Yes, unless I want to destroy my life. Which I don't.
It's kind of a wrong question to ask, to be honest.
@drq It's just that I've found it incredibly exhausting to be the best version of myself. I think there has to be some nice and healthy delta between straight up ruining your life and being the BEST version of yourself.
But that's just me. Besides, if it's been a while since you've been the best version of yourself, maybe now is indeed the time to push it.
If this is a bad line of thinking, I'm gonna disengage.
@lnkr I think, you lack the context. Can't blame.
What I mean, is "I'm being a depressed self-loathing wreck right now, ergo I shouldn't trust my own judgement or make decisions for the time being".
@drq Oh, sure, in that case I just completely misread the whole thing. Nevermind my nonsense, it's intended for other purposes.
You might need someone else's fair judgement then. If for whatever reason you're willing to risk it - I'm available, but that would imply getting familiar with some of the context at least.